We are happy people---Heavenly Mother

The way,the truth and the life our Heavenly Father Christ Ahn sahng hong and Heavnly Mother We give eternal thanks to you!

Before meeting Heavenly Mother, I was the most unfortunate person in this world. Growing up in domestic violence, my heart was always on edge. As I grew older, social phobia and depression that I had, grew deeper.

I wasn’t confident with anything that I have been doing, and even when I faced small hardship, I gave up and was frustrated. I was that kind of person.

I always wanted to be comforted, I got angry and became sad with small things, and the only hope that I had was to quickly leave this world.

However, happiness came to this kind of person.

When I first heard the truth, tears fell down my eyes that I thought was drained.

 My strong hardened heart started to melt and tears fell down endlessly.

Realizing how much of a happy person I am, I found myself smiling, and I thought that I could do anything in God, and felt strong and happy while doing things.

However my habit couldn’t easily change.

I was revealing my sorrow, wailing, trying to be comforted time to time. 

When I had small difficulties and hardships, I listed every difficulty that I had faced, even the ones I had in old times in my childhood. I complained the unfairness and sadness to Mother countless times. Not knowing who the criminal was; the one who brought out these difficulties.               

One day, seeing ‘The Great Sacrifice of Mother’ biblical drama, my heart seemed to stop.

My soul was feeling that the incidents were true.

I committed most grave sin that it was right that I had to go straight to hell; however, God allowed me the city of refuge, to meet God, and allowed me again, to receive the noble love that was lost in heaven.

How can I express this grace in words?

Once I have read this kind of article.

A thief unexpectedly came into a house where an old couple lived, and murdered them ruthlessly, stealing the money that they have saved all their life for their child.

When the corpses were examined, they discovered a fingernail inside the old man’s throat, and that was nothing less than the nail of his son.

We all say that even if a child covers his face, parents can recognize.

Bleeding, being pierced innumerably by the child’s swinging blade, catching his breath, he found his son’s fingernail fallen on the ground, and swallowed it up using the rest of his strength.

Even at the instant of death, all his parents could think of was their child’s safety and future. Before the love of his parents, the son was diabolical, wasn’t right to be forgiven. 

However that rebellious son was me. I was the one who pointed a blade in front of Father and Mother in heaven.

Even so, do I deserve to call them Father and Mother? 


Do I deserve to meet You again? 


And in the meantime, I thought as if it is insufficient, wanting to be comforted and to be paid for the unfairness and pain that I had.




Lately realizing all these, I saw that Father laid down his life to save this sinner, and Mother is in this prison where the sinners dwell, washing this sinner’s feet, like a servant.

The painful scar that they have received would be an obstinate stain, but they were never comforted. Even now, at this moment, Mother looks after her immature children who only complains for their unfairness that they are facing, without realization.

 Taking care of Her immature children who always complain for their pain and unfairness, She covers the scars of each soul one by one; even today, until we comfortably sleep, she cannot have no sleep or rest.

Who would feel pity for the thief in the article mentioned above, or want to be near him?

Like so, no one wants be by this sinner, or even want to look at this sinner, but She cherish me, and considers me more precious than Herself.

You willingly become the Mother of this sinner, and wait for me with trust, that I am Your child, guiding me with Your loving hand.

Mother, since you exist, I am the happiest person in this world.

I am so sorry that I realized it now, how much of a happy person I am.

I did not know this biggest blessing, this happiness when I was in heaven. On this earth, I will realize your very noble and pure love, and never step on to it but consider it, repaying as a devoted daughter. 

Thank You Father and Mother. I love You eternally

A beautiful mind---Heavenly Mother

Thanks to Father and Mother
You allowed us eternal life and kingdom of heaven

A man was jogging, and when he spotted a beautifulwoman, they both fell in love and eventually got married.


But, one day, in the man’s sight, the woman started tolook odd.


His symptom became worse, and at last, she looked likea monster. Eventually, they got divorced.


In fact, from the very beginning, the woman was analien.


How then, could the man see her beautifully?


That is because the man loved her.


Since love existed, despite of her hideous figure, hecould see her beautifully.


However when he was out of love, the woman started tolook hideous like a monster.


This is a summary from a foreign soap opera that was televisedlong time ago.


When I first heard this story, I thought, ‘Oh, that’swhy according to the Teachings of Mother we must have a beautiful mind when we seeour brothers and sisters.’


And after a while, I gained this realization.

From this world of sin, even though we have abominableforms; what we see is sin, what we bear is the fruit of sin, Mother says we arebeautiful, praises us, and holds our hands. I wondered, all these were possiblebecause she sees us through Her eyes of love.


Although we have a form of a sinner, all covered withfaults, Mother says “Come” and covers us and embraces us.


Since Mother is love, She changes us, Her children;washing us to be transformed as a figure to enter the beautiful heaven.


Mother, I truly thank You.


I also love You Mother, just like You do

without Mother---Heavenly Mother

You called us who wonder in dark world without hope

and make us as the children of God.

    Whenever we think of this amazing blessing

    We cannot stopping give thanks to our Father Christ Ahn sahng hong and HeavenlyMother

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I suppose it was sometime on my first grade in elementary school. Living close by my school, I happened to move further away from it. It wasn’t that far, but I guess as an elementary student it felt that way. When I lived close by, I usually ran to it afterschool, and mom was ready with delicious supper.

On the first day we moved in, forgetting the promise that mom would pick me up after school, searching my memory, I finally reached my new place. Surely the sun was setting when I came out of school, but when I reached home, one by one; stars were showing up on the night sky.

But, what’s the matter? Usual supper, under a warm light wasn’t welcoming me, but there stood a padlocked dark house. Father frequently came home rather late, so I tried to find mom. She always waited for me around this time, but where is she? I didn’t even have a mind of stepping in the empty house, without mom.

With a child’s mind, I had a scary thought that I lost my mom, and tears welled up in my eyes. And wasn’t this place unfamiliar, a new resident? I called mom out loud, but there was no reply. The feeling that I had that time… Breathtaking fear, only pitiful tears were running down my face. It wouldn’t have been that scary even if I lost this whole world.
I started to head back the way I came. I thought that I would go anywhere, even stay up all night to find her. I couldn’t stand a moment with a whole heart of finding Mom. Even a fearsome passerby’s shadow was nothing to me. There I was; walking in the dark, straining my eyes, calling mom, even in a small sense.
‘Where is she? I didn’t have supper yet… Did something happen? What should I do without her? I can’t go to school, can’t do nothing! Please come back, mom! I’m scared, mom!’
Trembling with fear, crying, I walked up to the corner of a large road with a streetlamp. That was it. Over the streetlamp’s light, faraway at a glance, mom’s familiar form came to me.
“It’s Mom. Mom!”
Truly it was heartrending; the joy of finding Mom, and the feeling of relief that I didn’t lose her. Suddenly something burning filled up my throat and muted me. I roughly cried and ran straight to Mom and embraced her.
Mom was really surprised when she came to pick me up at school. Hearing from my classmates that I went home ahead of her, she wondered why I would not keep the promise and go alone. She was coming back worrying that I might have lost the way finding the new place we moved in.
But Mom scolded me that she was surprised seeing me plodding alone on the dark road. Whatever she said, at that time, just seeing her again gave me a feeling of regaining this whole world.
I think about that day again. Now, I think I know why I feared and trembled so much with a thought that I might have lost my mom. That fear and trembling I had when I thought I lost my mom was a fearful thought of me losing my Heavenly Mother in Heaven.
Meeting Heavenly Mother, I could thoroughly feel the warmth and boundlessness of mother’s love. Knowing well enough that Her child could not live a moment without Mother, she came all the way down, straight from heaven to the earth to find us. With a warm smile, she gives us comfort. She is our Heavenly Mother.
In my childhood, just like a house without Mom would feel chilly, wouldn’t heaven without Heavenly Mother be just like that? I realize, the place with Mother would only be the place to rest my soul. Now that I know that I am an existent who cannot live a moment without Heavenly Mother, I engrave in my heart that the place where Mother goes is precisely the place where I must go.
Just like me, I feel so sad thinking of spiritual brothers and sisters wandering in the dark, looking for Heavenly Mother. Let us quickly find our lost heavenly family and enjoy the happiness with Mother, forever and ever!